This quote hit me as i was watching the show of Anderson while he was doing the interview with Madonna last Sunday. Many questions bugged me afterwards, how far would a person do or undertake for the sake of love? Will those things worth to be sacrificed? What if you love the person but what you have sacrificed are not enough? Are you going to sacrifice everything, as in everything? When will you know that you need to stop sacrificing and loving the person?
These questions really made me think the whole day. And until now I am still confuse with the idea that keep on playing in mind. What if... I am just wasting my time with the emotion i thought will last for lifetime? What if... the decision I made long time ago for choosing the person to be with is a mistake? What if... God really want me to be alone.
Am I really ready to compromise and sacrifice everything up to the point that my own happiness will be set aside? With the present relationship that I have, there are times that I feel confuse whether or not I am really for it. I have some sleepless nights thinking and thinking over and over again for the life I am leading to. Not to mention the fact that I am not complete for not having a child of my own, and I realized that being married is not enough. I admired those couple who stick to the relationship though they are not blessed with children. And I admired those husbands and wives who have the guts to talk the matter over without arguing.
I always end up with a sad realization that I might not be happy and contented. With the people who know me may understand me; for those who cannot and will based their impression on what they read here.... I don't care!
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