guilty addiction

Cherish every moment........

She always has this in her mind.

To cherish every moment for she knows that it will not last.

He will be tied the knot soon so after then everything will change.

She knew it from the start but ignores it.

Now, the reality is near otherwise she needs to accept it.

It 's a funny story that the person you knew long time ago and dreamed to be with before loved another person . You were young then... and it broke your heart. Perhaps you hated falling in love again. But every time you got the chance to see him the pain faded away and you noticed that the love was still there.

Then......the circumstances let the both of you to be apart. Suddenly, you lost communication. Years passed, the only thing you have in your mind is the memory about him. Those things that you treasured and will always treasure. Then you thought that maybe you are not meant to be.

No news, no information for many years.... you sometimes heard something about him from his friend and every time you heard that you still feel the same feelings..... fresh, young love then you asked yourself why...you always end up with the same answer.. " i don't know".

You made your own life. You met new person. You set aside the feelings for in that time you knew that it's useless and you feel that you both do not have the same feelings. Though a part of your heart is still owned by that someone you started to have a life of your own.

Until that day .....

It was just an ordinary day for you when a chance came your way. That chance opened the opportunity to talk or at least say hello to the person you loved long time ago. He was the same person you knew. He loves his music, he is a funny guy, he speaks with sense ( hmmmmm not all the time... it's just that you feel it has sense because he is special hahahha).

Suddenly you retrieved all those days during your younger years. You heard from him that he will get married soon. Oh! you smiled. You are so happy for him. You somehow wish a certain thing, that wish that you just wanted to keep in your heart. Keeping that wish forever for you knew that no one will be interested to hear it or rather you don't have the guts to tell it even to the closest person in your life.

You got the chance to talk to him everyday. It always brighten your day. You enjoy every moment because you knew that sooner it will end. It will end for he is about to enter a new chapter of his life and you do not want to intervene.

So cherish every moment.

Store the memories in your mind.

Keep it for yourself.......... at the end of the day you will be happy thinking and reminiscing those moments that you are sharing thoughts together.