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Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Unbearable Pain

The pain.......

I don't understand why people have to undergo this kind of pain. Why do we need to cry, why do we need to experience this pain that is killing us.

We thought that we will go home with nanay free from sickness like those days when she was hospitalized. We thought that it was like the old problem.
I will never forget that moment when while I was busy looking for a blood donor I called my sister and asked her for the update of our mother's condition and she told me that , " ate nirerevive na si nanay", that very painful moment. I will not forget that, I want to turn back the time and will never leave my mother's side. I wish I was there, I wish I was holding her hands and letting her know that I was there and that she should hold on and that we're family and will never leave her what ever happens.
It's very painful....
We will miss you nanay.... the pain of the reality that you are no longer around is killing us but since we know that you are with God now free from sickness, free from pain and happy made us strong and made us alive.

We love you nanay

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