annoying

There are really people around who will keep on annoying you whether they mean it or not.

It was that Friday morning when I was about to go to the city for a particular mission when I heard the news about this girl who met an accident ( I know the girl because she is known for flirting men around) . I told myself , "well she deserved it". I know it was wrong to feel that way but I also know in my heart that I mean it.

Then what annoyed me most was when I discovered that someone helped her or rescued her in the accident. He was a married man who used to flirt by her. Oh no! that is something. I really felt that I hate her ... I do not know why but I really hate her.

Today , that I am celebrating my birthday , I promise myself that I will pay less attention to people who are giving me ill feelings. I promise myself that I will not mind you anymore.

just when i thought i was over you

It was that morning when I  realized the feelings are still there. Natatandaan ko tumulo pa nga luha sa mga mata ko habang naiisip yun. I never thought that after many years of not seeing each other eh crush pa rin kita at lagi ko naaalala yung feelings na yun yung tinatawag na KILIG. 

But there is something funny.What is ...? The truth ... the truth that we are both committed makes me think that I am wasting my time. Maybe it is really about time to stop this nonsense feelings. I always regret when I reminisce those times that I had the time to tell you how important you are to me. ..how I can be so happy ...but it didn't happen and now what I only have are those memories..those memories that are giving me heartaches most of the time. I know this feeling will pass and I want it to happen now.

Because every time that I got the chance to talk to you I am hurt ..... I thought I was over you ..... But I was not..
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