waiting for the right time

My thinking for the forthcoming event of my life is killing me.

I have my future plans of how things should come my way. I have readied myself and prepared for this big decision. I do not want to go out from my comfort zone but if this will give future comfort of life then I am willing to take this risk. I am just hoping that everything will turn out really really well, as it was being planned. The things that I am going to leave are not simple, I have worked hard to attain this status for wherever I am today. And gained the respect of not only my students but also my colleagues and superiors.

I received different meritorious awards from this profession. I became an inspiration for many. Truly my name in a way or another was heard from the different corners in and out of this institution.

Nevertheless, I need to have a decision. A decision that I was supposed to do long time ago, during the time when I was not yet committed with anybody. Now, I will do this not only for myself but also for one member of the family. Time is passing and we cannot anymore hold the lost time of not being with the important people of our lives.

I will leave the place that is so dear to me. The people whom I loved so dearly. The things that I used to do everyday. I will take one of the most important step of my life. And I am praying that God will allow me to do it successfully. In His grace everything will fall into its right place.

I need a break sometimes

I am stressed!
I am fed up!

With the hassle bustle noise of this busy world, we might really get tired and fed up then we wanted to take a break.
I usually have tons of responsibilities on my shoulder everyday, from my hearing impaired classes to regular classes to my college classes. OMG! I want a break! But how? who will take the responsibility for my HI students? who will handle my fourth year regular class? and who will teach my college students about Cross Cultural Communication, Applied Linguistics, Language Testing and World Literature?

I am stressed.... so stressed....

I want to buy myself a piano this Christmas, I want to reroute my daily activities so I can have something to look forward to everyday.
I want to learn to drive.
I want to go to Palawan.

I want to go to the moon and eat pizza pie there.

we're getting there

It is true that to ease the pain and to mend a broken heart even spirit, you need to be with people who will help you to do it fast and effective. We're so lucky to have each other in this time of grief.

Family really is one the best gift from God. With the people you love ,you will heal the wounds easily, you will forget the pain and will only remember the things and the memories you had with your beloved who's with God now.

In time we will all be healed, in time we will be smiling, in time we will move on.... in God's time . We're getting there.